December - the last month of 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011 | 10:23 PM | 0 comments
December. November. December. November.December is slowly approaching, which means we're getting nearing to the end of 2011 and the start of 2012. There are many unpredictable things that are coming our way for us to tackle and learn as we grow. But before we look forward to the future, take a moment and look at the past where you've been through. :) Be grateful to al the problems you had to face in 2011 as it made you stronger. Be thankful to the friends and families who didn't let go when you were facing those problems as they made it possible. December may be the time of farewell, but it's also the time of appreciations to everyone who had made a difference in your little life.
While December is something worth looking forward too, I sincerely hope that November comes to an end quickly. If you were to ask me for a reason, it'll be hard for me to answer because I can't give one reason, but I can give you plenty. :/ Firstly, like I've said, December is a month worth looking forward too with Christmas and New Year's Eve. Secondly, it would mean that my school break is coming soon. (Which is on the 21st of December.) Thirdly, and most importantly, November has been one screwed up month. Seriously. I thought that November would be the best month in this year because of my birthday but apparently things don't always go your way. Problems occurring one after another; stressing about studies; self-emotion problems; even my birthday was a mess! Not that I didn't appreciate all the surprises and blessings from my friends. Please don't get me wrong. It was just something else that I didn't voice. And why should I? It wouldn't make any difference for me to tell. Why should I bother other people with my problems when they have their own problems to handle? It's not like I can't get back up on my feet. It's not like it never happened. I'm used to it - or at least trying to.
Anyway, my real motive here is because I wanted to list down my goals for next month since this month I've been breaking a lot of promises to myself. (No, I'll never break promises to my friends because I know how important promises are, so if you're the type to break promises, please don't ever promise me anything or you'll suffer a horrible fate.) Here goes!
Goals for the last month of 2011:
1. Exercise
I really meant to exercise this month but apparently I'm the rain-god 'cause it always rains on the days when I'm about to go for my evening jogs. 'Lucky me'.
2. Cut down on junk food
If you've read the past posts, you'll realize that I don't eat junk food from the beginning of 2011. But I guess I'm too stressed up. Besides, it's really tempting somehow. I can't believe my determination is breaking down - I was so closed to success! :(
3. Cut down on distractions
I'm still easily distracted as usual - by TV and whatever not. Even the simple chit-chats can get me distracted. *sigh* I'm always saying 'make sacrifices' but somehow, I can't. And it's even harder since I don't like weekly routine. I like to be spontaneous and have a balance of everything. (Though it always ends up loop-sided, with entertainment more than work. :/)
4. Make more friends
Yeah. That's my ultimate aim. I really want to be more sociable and meet more people 'cause I get bored easily. :/ Besides, sometimes I always end up being alone because I'm too reliant on my friends. *hint & point fingers*
5. Walk home when possible
No. I'm not trying to save money from bus fare - though indirectly I do save money from bus fare! :D I'm trying to get into the habit of walking home since I can't jog due to the bad weather. It's not much but at least it's a form of exercise.
6. Meet up with friends once in a while
I'm the world most laziness person to get out of the house because my house is too comfortable. :) That is why I'm always rejecting outings and meet-ups. (So if I ever agree to go out with you, you better appreciate it - especially when it's raining!) I'll try my best to arrange my time for my friends but no guarantees for now. :P
That's about it for now. Probably. I'm just going to end this here and now since my brain is a little distracted. ;/ I have a PBF test tomorrow and yet I'm not studying for it.*sigh* So much for cutting distractions huh. (I actually have similar goals for this month.) I'm out of here! Peace out!
