Thoughts & feelings are hard to express in words
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Konnichiwa!
I'm feeling bored so I decided to pop over to LJ for a short post. (No, I'm not using using the computer so no worries.) Somehow, it doesn't seem right for me to post these meaningless (or meaningful - whichever you think it is) thoughts on Blog, 'cause my Blog is supposed to keep all the happy memories. :)
Thursday isn't the greatest day of the week. Why? That's because it's a day where you feel like you're hanging in the middle - where tomorrow is Friday and yet it's nowhere near. Get it? Never mind. But today is specially dreadful to me. :/ I don't think it's because of the lessons I have since I do enjoy Daniel Soh's classes. In fact, his class is one of my source of entertainment in school. (Though I do sincerely hope that he'll increase his hand writing since the half-blinded me is always seated behind - so I can't make out half of what he is writing, which makes notes-copying very difficult and somewhat torturing for the eyes. :/) I'm digressing again.
Back to topic. Today is dreadful because...Well. I really don't know. Maybe it's because I'm feeling lonely. I don't know why sometimes I can still feel so lonely even though I'm surrounded by a bunch of good friends. Hmmm. But despite feeling lonely, I really don't feel like interacting with anyone today. It's almost as if my brain and heart coincide and both of them 'wants' to be anti-social with the world for a while. Oh well.
Actually that is somehow untrue. I have tons of things I want to say, tons of stories to share, tons of jokes to entertain. But somehow my mouth just zips and refuse to say anything. :/ Its like my mouth has a mind of its own. "Never mind" & "Next time" are almost like my pet phrase. Perhaps I've lost the will to share because I know that it wouldn't make a difference whether it's told or kept - so I choose to 'take the easier way out' and keep quiet. And sometimes, people are not always willing to listen to your random stuffs, hence thinking twice on whether to tell or not to tell - though most of the time it'll be 'not to tell'. But is that really the easy way out? Somehow, it feels like I'm making this even complicated. I think the reason why I liked the song 'Fearless' by Taylor Swift is because I want to be fearless and step forward bravely instead of hesitating every single moves - and even regretting. *sigh* If only life has manual.
Whatever. I shall proclaim today to be 'Sarah's anti-social Thursday'. :) I can't wait for Christmas to come by. Hopefully I can enjoy the celebration though because so many things are happening at home that I doubt it'll be a good Christmas... *pray* I really wanna enjoy all the festive events happily. Please let December to be a better month! (Unlike this totally-screwed-up-month of November. *sigh*)
More maths! And sadly, I have a PBF test tomorrow. *sigh* Things just get 'better and better' huh.
9:28 AM
Carpe Diem & wish list
Travel around the
World (At least to countries I
love and wanna visit.)
Visit all the
Disneyland & Disneyworld in the
world
Bungee Jump
Attend
CN Blue concert
Visit
USS by the end of 2012
Start my
Food Adventures with all my dearest friends
Buy a
DSLR (Or any other vintage cameras.)
Buy a
Guitar and hopefully master it
I can wish for tons of material items for the list,
But nothing is more important than my
studies right now. ^^
Cofffe & Chat
The little chat space is at the
right-hand corner if you haven't notice. ^^
Don't be harsh and
watch your words all right.
Have some
respect to others as well as to yourself.
Have a lovely day there!
Open Cbox
Beginning of My Past
I was born on the evening of 10th November 1992.
Being the
youngest of the four siblings, I've been doted by my parents.
For the
first six years of education (not counting kindergarten), I've attended
Pasir Ris Primary School. It was pretty much the most fun and carefree time I had in my life.
I graduated with an average PSLE score and got into
Pasir Ris Crest Secondary School for the next
four years. It wasn't my dream school but it was the best I had.
O Levels was a torture and landed me into
Serangoon Junior College, which is definitely a bless in disguise. She holds the best
two years worth of memories.
Currently, I am studying in
Singapore Institute of Management Global Education - University of London.
If all goes well, I will be fulfilling my dream to study aboard and explore the world. If not...we'll cross the bridge when we get there.
Walk through my past
You're the apple of my eyes
Optimistic V.S Pessimistic
Buffet-licious
An exhausted Friday
A little broken promised
10th November 1992
My little tummy!
It's a new start
Enough is never enough
Question of the day
