Question of the day: Am I a optimistic person or a pessimistic person? What do you think?
You don't have to answer because I'll answer that for you. I am an in between. For those who have ever asked for my advices and consolations, you'll probably see me as an optimistic person. I'm always telling them to look at the bright side of life and just be happy. But sometimes, I just can't walk the talk. Good thing I'm blessed with a poker face and therefore people are always assuming that I'm happy all the time. Yes, they have seen me sad, angry and emotional before but somehow they have this perspective that I am happy 85% of the time. (The other 15% is probably when they make me angry or sad?) Truthfully, I can tell you that I'm actually more pessimistic that optimistic. But I'll still take the stand that I'm an in between since I haven't fallen into depression, yet. I wonder what is it like to fall into depression? Hmmm. Such curious thoughts.
I am trying to stay happy everyday though. Trying. Really. Hard. But things, situations, people are making it difficult for me to stay happy. My friends are always asking me to smile more, but what the hell do you want me to smile about? And it's even contradicting for them to ask me to cheer up when they are the ones bringing me down. Seriously. It's such a joke that I don't know whether to laugh or cry. Of course there are times when I'm truly happy - like when I managed to accomplish something, or when I get to spend time with my families & friends. Still, happiness don't last long. They're the most fragile 'things' that human possess and yet, I don't understand why they treat it so lightly. Sometimes, I wish I can't feel happiness, because too know happiness, it means that you've gone through great amount of sadness in your life. And because something bad always happens when you're happy.
"Happiness is like a thin glass. You can see it, hold it, but it's fragile and breaks easily if you're not careful with it. It's the most beautiful thing you can have but the most vulnerable when you don't cherish it."
Words can't describe how I'm truly feeling everyday. If I ever figure out my emotions someday, it would almost be like how monks are enlightened, I would have reached the highest inner peace. :P
I don't really wanna post this silly thoughts up but I thought "What the hell, just do it.". And I'm here.
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Question of the day: Am I a optimistic person or a pessimistic person? What do you think?
You don't have to answer because I'll answer that for you. I am an in between. For those who have ever asked for my advices and consolations, you'll probably see me as an optimistic person. I'm always telling them to look at the bright side of life and just be happy. But sometimes, I just can't walk the talk. Good thing I'm blessed with a poker face and therefore people are always assuming that I'm happy all the time. Yes, they have seen me sad, angry and emotional before but somehow they have this perspective that I am happy 85% of the time. (The other 15% is probably when they make me angry or sad?) Truthfully, I can tell you that I'm actually more pessimistic that optimistic. But I'll still take the stand that I'm an in between since I haven't fallen into depression, yet. I wonder what is it like to fall into depression? Hmmm. Such curious thoughts.
I am trying to stay happy everyday though. Trying. Really. Hard. But things, situations, people are making it difficult for me to stay happy. My friends are always asking me to smile more, but what the hell do you want me to smile about? And it's even contradicting for them to ask me to cheer up when they are the ones bringing me down. Seriously. It's such a joke that I don't know whether to laugh or cry. Of course there are times when I'm truly happy - like when I managed to accomplish something, or when I get to spend time with my families & friends. Still, happiness don't last long. They're the most fragile 'things' that human possess and yet, I don't understand why they treat it so lightly. Sometimes, I wish I can't feel happiness, because too know happiness, it means that you've gone through great amount of sadness in your life. And because something bad always happens when you're happy.
"Happiness is like a thin glass. You can see it, hold it, but it's fragile and breaks easily if you're not careful with it. It's the most beautiful thing you can have but the most vulnerable when you don't cherish it."
Words can't describe how I'm truly feeling everyday. If I ever figure out my emotions someday, it would almost be like how monks are enlightened, I would have reached the highest inner peace. :P
I don't really wanna post this silly thoughts up but I thought "What the hell, just do it.". And I'm here.
